Mother, where you going/ Doctor, what's he saying/ Cancer, he must be playing/ Banter, ya he's joking/ Never?/ Best start praying/ Just start praying/ Father, sits there crying/ Fighter, ya she's trying/ Sister, mamas dying/ Why her?/ That is the question/ Hey savior, what happened/ Hey creator, stop slacking/ Don't take her, what are you doing/ A monster/ That's what you're making/ Popping pills for patience/ Anger as a new obsession/ This is my final confession/ As a human/ Before I lose it/ God how could you do this!/ How could you do this!/ Religion is missing, when your/ Sitting there wishing, just for/ Something to happen, and start/ Stopping the puking, my heart/ Racing and thumping thinking the coughing/ Is leading turning to choking or gagging/ She's shaking and saying/ Nothing, no help me/ Fighting so bravely/ Fading to quickly/ Becoming a memory/ Now I'm in the basement eating/ Hoping that I'm somehow helping/ Listen to her barely breathing/ Praying God start intervening/ nope/ Running from something or nothing/ Smoking and drinking ain't funny/ Choking and drowning ain't healthy/ Abusing depressants escaping/ Mentally mending the damage/ Physically feeling such anguish/ Watching my mother wither to ashes/ Michael when you not high?/ Man you ain't the same guy/ I guess something's bear repeating/ It's all that I have been hearing/ The things that I have been learning/ Friends use their backs for turning/ Using their feet for leaving/ Using their ass for talking/ Using your pictures for papers/ Burning your presents for pleasure/ Yearning for presence of pressure/ Learning from peasants of failure/ Life shows like a teacher/ Death is a blind painter/ Painting what is the big picture/ Now are you seeing our future? These brush strokes with no warning/ Have me mourning in terror/ After hearing death chatter/ Michael pentimento tomorrow/ I'd bite a bullet better/ Kiss a clever rather/ Drown in sewer water hotter than a mullet on Miley Cyrus's father/ Than having God messing with taking my mother/ Or killing a trusting and loving nice daughter/ Than trying and teaching a grieving young sister/ On praying forgive her for living dear savior/ Don't bother oh brother another dead friend/ One mother one father no daughter start over/ So neighbor and teacher now gather remember/ The driver is sorry for hitting her Amen/ Messiah or Yahweh/ And Allah Nomatsday/ But um ya I must say/ Mariah/ Was not yours to take/ For God's sake she was my mate/ Shake and bake and her fate/ Did not end on that date/ She lives within us/ This is my defiance against sick sly nonsense/ Believing thick obedience to divine beings is reason and thinking is treason/ Tis the season/ Stop it/ Here's a middle finger I found in my pocket/ Take it/ I'm leaving/ Off dreaming/ With John Lennon/ credits

She's a Goddess your Highness/ It wasn't my Highness/ On a night that was cloudless/ We were showing off our dances/ Sharing stories of great dragons/ When we saw this gorgeous/ Ball of fire rocket towards us/ Women and children ran to houses/ Men stood with torches and axes/ Prepared to die for their spouses/ From the heavens this enormous/ Form landed so harmless/ I knew this must be righteous/ I knew she was a goddess/ Honest your highness/ It wasn't my highness/ When I saw her gorgeous/ Form descending towards us/ From this mysterious/ Carriage so angeleske/ But she wore no wings just a dress/ I knew she was Goddess/ Honest your Highness/ It wasn't my Highness/ she was creation's perfections/ So the men set down their weapons/ She answered all our questions/ Taught us constellations/ For all this information/ I showed her destinations/ That to me were precious/ We traveled all directions/ When I was lost she gave guidance/ This Goddess brought me kindness/ And if I lost my patience/ She would show forgiveness/ Sounds just like those prophets/ I knew she was a Goddess/ Honest your Highness/ It wasn't my Highness/ Most men just got to witness/ But our relation wasn't business/ Ild start a nation across an ocean/ Just to worship just this Goddess/ So one Night as I laid sleepless/ I said I love you my Goddess/ She said I was her first Kiss/ My position was priceless/ But hopeless/ I was human and grew restless/ She said the demons scared her breathless/ She heard them screaming in the forests/ She was leaving she was nervous/ Even God's can be victims/ I knew she was a Goddess/ Honest your Highness/ It wasn't my High-ness/ When I watched her leave us/ To the stars I made a promise/ All the beasts in the forests/ Would perish under swords from Forges/ I rallied the masses/ Said combine our forces/ And defeat the beasts that torture us/ This world can be treacherous/ And right now I know its godless/ But a goddess taught this peasant/ If your fearless in dangerous moments/ Your presents will be presences/ In Future Generations/ Your great great great grandkids/ Will speak of your selfless contributions/ our future is priceless/ So unite under this goddess/ And fight with me my brothers/ Honest your highness/ It wasn't my High-ness/ I knew that this goddess/ Might want a last kiss/ So I built this kingdoms palace/ On the highest of mountains/ Peak with two high seats/ So we could sit and see/ Every precious destinations we/ Used to visit in bliss/ My men brought me riches and gifts/ Anything that shined the brightest/ So if she came back shelf notice/ Me from a great distance/ And we could be Timeless/ She was my Goddess/ Honest your highness this isn't my high ness/ all of this/ Was for the Goddess I still miss/ But I need a misses/ And Ms. you make me the happiest/ When your around its gorgeous/ I laugh the loudest/ You smile the brightest/ So please your highness/ Be my queen and reap the benefits/ Of a goddess/

(VERSE 1) Listen lovely I'm sincerely sorry truly/ I just nearly lost my mind clearly/ I needed time to find I life that really/ Could be mine a reason for being breathing belonging/ So I'm packing up my belongings and leaving/ Because becoming what I've dreaming of doing/ Is time consuming/ But now I'm now I'm doing what I've been dreaming/ So when I'm sleeping it's you I'm seeing/ So don't be thinking you didn't make me happy/ I was just confusing consequences of the present moments/ Producing successions of overwhelming sessions of emotions/ Concluding discussions of descending questions with silence/ Misusing previous conversations quotations/ To fashion weapons/ To finish relations/ Through suffocation/ I fuckin habit so I tossed it with the garbage/ I wish I lost that foolish rubbish/ Before you said "I've had it have fun in college"/ I acknowledge/ Losing you was frankly life ending/ So here's to new Beginnings!/ (CHORUS) ___________ (VERSE 2) When you turned to leave/ I turned a leaf/ I flipped a sea of trees/ to see if you'd come back to me/ to be a we/ I made a promise/ I was honest/ When I said this/ Should be something/ Bonded spoken paper father honored/ Standing watching mother smiling/ Diamond ring priceless/ Pack the pews/ Family too/ Friends of course/ Through the doors/ Appears a perfect picture/ Cameras flicker to capture/ Proof of our Holy Father/ However/ I remember an angle of that angel I couldn't handle/ Verbal venom/ A passionate poison/ Posing as ration/ spoken in poise/ In tight denim/ Still a picturesque moment/ Protect it in my wallet/ I'm Finnnne/ Your gone I know this/ I wrote this so He knows/ When hot headed as a top hat/ On a stove top/ To just stop/ And cool off/ Take a second and say/ Listen gorgeous/ I'm sincerely sorry truly/ I just nearly lost my mind clearly/ I needed time to find a way to say/ I love it that your my one and only/